updated: 20/5/2009updated: 17/5/2009
updated: 15/5/2009
this, is a CONFESSION POST. for those of you who don't know, this is pretty much where you spill all your shit, number 'em, bullet point 'em, whatever the fuck you want. as little or as much as you want. be anonymous, anything you want. it's just.
to get it off your chest.
so, there's a whole lot f crap that's going on in my life atm. i know everyone else has shit too, so you guys should do this(: i'm being self-indulgent with this, and i don't care. this is a confession post, so go ahead and say all your deep, dark secrets, because it feels fucking awesome to get them off your chest.
let's start.
1) i'm pretty sure some of you will take this the wrong way; and come up with a label. have fun.
2) i'm really obnoxious. i don't tend to be but i am. and it's often offensive. thing is, i'm never sorry.
3) there are so many people of my flist that i would do given half the chance ;D
4) that teacher who's next to my class in form makes me horny as fuck. i want to jump him and his brendon urie skinny jean legs and his spencer smith shoes, his ryan ross coat & scarf combo and his jon walker smile. do me now.
5) when i met jon walker irl, i said his name in such a high pitch he jumped.
6) my boyfriend and i are so uncompatible, and we've tried so many times to make it work, and it's never come out great. sometimes, i just want to jump him, and have hot, rabid animal sex wherever we are. othertimes i want to slap him and tell him to grow up.
7) all i have to do is think about brendon urie going down on me and bam. all goods.
8) i was my female-best-friend's first kiss. she then gave me a giant hickey on my breast.
9) i sometimes worry i'm i'm an alcoholic. my friends seem to think i am.
10) boyfriend + pools = mmm
11) there are songs on my ipod that remind me of my ex, and whenever i hear them i alternate between playing them on repeat, or chucking the fucking thing at a wall.
12) i set up my best friend with my boyfriend's brother. they've been dating 5 months now. i'm pretty proud.
13) my friends and i are, are complete dorks. we play "truth" at lunch, and pretty much every question is sexual. i think we're obsessed.
14) i've seen fast and furious three times in the cinema, and each time, when brian wrapped his legs around dom's head, i almost died. one of the hottest things ever.
15) my first ever fandom was teen titans. and i was fucking horrible. yet, i won awards for it. there's no way i'd ever link anyone to it, but i'm too attached to my old account to delete it.
16) i totally shipped draco/hermione.
17) there are people i've lied to so many times. i say i'm doing it to protect them, but in reality, i'm hurting them.
18) there are lyrics in songs that kill me on the inside. they make me think of my ex, they make me think of my current boy, and i fucking hate it.
19) i totally sing to my ipod in front of my mirror. i take great pleasure in thinking up different scenarios. don't mock me; best nights ever ;D
20) no matter what sort of stress or shit i'm going through, if my neck is touched, grazed, played with, god, anything, i become so pliant and relaxed. i don't think anyone really knows this.
21) i procrastinate. so, so, so much. it's not even funny.
22) i'm a complete camera whore. vanity is like. a flaw and not? god i don't even know. just vain.
23) i don't like people who take bits and pieces from someone's life on the internet, and recreate it to make them seem like a bad person. that's right. FUCK you nate.
24) to me, audrey kitching is the most beautiful female on the planet. fml, she's stunning.
25) i hate when people say, "i'm so and so's best friend," brag about it, proclaim it, and when so and so is in trouble or sick or needs help, they fuck off and leave so and so's real friends to deal with it.
26) MAX IS THE COOLEST PERSON EVER!
27) greggles is not.
i'll be updating this all the time.
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xx
